LenoraTheYingletIdle thoughts while I struggle to sleep.
I'll be addressing it soon but I've ended up coming to the conclusion something about my life isn't normal.
And it's to do with exactly that: sleep.
I've always had troubles. And as I've gotten older (I'm still baffled I made it to 28), it's only gotten worse as time goes on.
Like. Of course my sleeping habits as a teenager didn't help sure, but "i've always slept like ass anyway." Was the kinda vibe I had at the time. Like I was tired anyway so it didn't phase me.
It's not like sleep made me feel any better.
Apparently that's not normal???? People feel rested?????
Where's that update for me?!
Anyway I'll be seeing a doctor about it. Because apparently it's very not normal for my blood oxygen to dip below 80 while I sleep (according to my smart watch(and my partner who has confirmed sometimes I stop breathing))
So uh. Turns out there's reasons for stuff or something hahah.
I'll probably post something here about it when I know for certain what's going on.
Just feels wild to be actually doing anything at all.
But there's a lot of reasons for that, which I won't get into here.