My #lowselfesteem and #anxiety is very unsexy. Needy and anxious just isn’t a good look. I’ve been struggling a lot with #instrusivethoughts about my partner and her exes - the two she saw during her affair. I recreate their encounters in vivid detail in my mind, from the moment they first met right through the relationship, culminating in a threesome at a hotel. I feel physical pain in my chest as I think about it. It takes my breath away. I hope it doesn’t destroy what we have. #mentalhealth