Shitty Morning Blues

It’s 9:08am and this day is already an epic pile of suck.

I overslept a little. Just a little. It was enough to screw up my whole routine though. I managed to get all of the trash out to the street and get some semblance of my morning exercise in with enough time left over to have me outside in the car by 7:30. I would have preferred 7:15, but 7:30 usually gets the job done.

Usually.

Not today though.

I had construction traffic on my street, I had gridlock on route 213 and gridlock on route 93. Google Maps told me to exit route 93 and take route 495. There was gridlock getting on to 495. It was about 8:15 when Google Maps started telling me I wouldn’t be at my destination until after 9:20, 20 minutes late for work, when I said screw it and turned around. I got on route 495 North instead of South, which is one of two main highways that get me home, and of course there was gridlock on 495 North as well. I was home by 9:40 and immediately punched in to work.

I have to work from the office three times this week. One of them has to be Wednesday. I already worked from the office on Monday and I fully expected to do it today (Tuesday) too, which would put me at home for Thursday and Friday. Now I have to work from the office on one of those days to make up for today. It will probably be Friday.

I am so pissed off and frustrated right now, I can’t even think straight. I ate breakfast in the car and was so stressed out that it affected my stomach and now I feel all blocked up and bloated and gross (it’s a gastric bypass thing, you probably wouldn’t understand unless you’ve had the surgery too).

9:15am and it’s already a Grade A Shitty Day. Fucking traffic!

(insert the sound of a frustrated scream here)

#badDay #badMorning #commute #frustrated #frustrating #frustration #gridlock #morningCommute #shittyDay #traffic #trafficHell #trafficNightmare #work

not a good morning for me, not doing particularly well

"Lost in the thicket, the angels abandoned
Knives tore off their small wings and all I fucking see is the tower
Constricting, oppressing, my mind turns to dust
And my heart fills with pus
And the steel drowns out their lamenting cries
God won't listen
Reconstruct my consciousness, deconstruct divine
Clotted blood drips off of my fucking hands
Depraved catastrophe consumed me then
This sin tethers, sows into me
Strike me down, take what's left
Shepherd me, death"
- Aberrant Waltz by Disembodied Tyrant

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_NQI-49PJ0M

#Poem #PoemAndMusic #Sad #upset #notgoodmorning #badmorning #DeathCore #music

DISEMBODIED TYRANT - Aberrant Waltz (Official Music Video)

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