Erica Briony. 🏳️⚧️Having that gag on for half an hour left my mouth rather dry. Fortunately I have a very lovely top who made sure to moisturize my gums.
So Friday night was fun. I had worked myself into a froth thinking about this and was ready to go "ok uh no" right up til the first one was about to go in.
All in the head.
Yeah it hurts, but nowhere near (as I had mentioned and suspected a little while ago) other things my fingers have suffered.
Stings going in and out, but not hugely. Flexing though, well there was a flinch, which wasn't ideal!
Borromean-ish.
I swear being able to lay down for a while at a loud and overstimulating event isn't the sole reason I bottom for sharps stuff, but it is a damn fine fringe benefit.
Did actually get some drop from this, I forget how emotionally intense someone playing with my blood is. (and of course it stings a bit physically)
Actually a tiny bit surprised each time at how much it just.. well, gets me off.
Sicko.
Proud of it.
Going into my happy place. Feeling the drips and runs and the spreading wetness. The glow where the needles were, the focus, the closeness of the top, the attention of the room, the other tops banter, laughs, appreciation, joy.
Happy.
It started accidentally when they were playing with my blood but once you see an opportunity to scrawl a dick and balls you kind of have to commit.
The only dick and balls I am happy having on me.
Ok uploading higher res images again because you wanted that I am sure?
I had done fingertip needles before but yeah, hooks are well above that. 20G initial needle, 19G hook fed through so reaming out the hole a bit.
This was hard. Immediately broke out in a sweat and involuntary hand shaking on the first one.
Deep visceral body going "noooo. god no what is wrong with you." moment.
Love it. Hate it.
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