Today starts the second part of this nightmare of a month. Thankfully it won’t be as long as the first half.

Thinking that I might just submerge myself in fanwork so I don’t have to deal with the real world.

Still feeling a bit sensitive but I think I can manage if I just ignore the things that are bothering me.

#methinks

Been wanting to say something for days but words get jumbled up in my head.

I feel things suddenly changed and I’m not sure what I did that made it so, maybe it’s the course of things, everyone leaves me at the end.

I don’t know if I should do something or go on pretending everything is fine.   

Like nothing is wrong, it’s just weird.

#methinks

Let go of the urge to speak our mother tongue, and respect the fate of our motherland.

#Methinks