Mood

So often I find myself on the outside looking in, in a world that has never, nor seemingly could ever, understand such an enigma as I. An alien in a world so connected, the intimacy of that closeness near enough to smell, yet, always just slightly out of reach to touch. What an experience it may be to feel just a little bit… more incorporated… embraced… a part of a world… a world which I could simply grasp and feel a welcomed part of

In my feelings today… throwback to a shot I took of a model who’s makeup I did for a shoot a couple years ago

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of all the nights I want rp, somewhere to stop my mind from wandering. and no dice. this blows. and tomorrow'll be the same. still blows. and when you can't escape the blasted memories, a year out post break up. #sigh #BreakUpsSuck #HurtingHeart