Mastodawn

Zeusbottom Feb 11, 2024

Can hardly believe I’m not alone.

https://sh.itjust.works/post/14402319

Can hardly believe I’m not alone. - sh.itjust.works

On Thursday, I met with a therapist who ran through the ACES inventory with me during our session. It’s been a wild ride since then. Never have I felt so much validation and relief, and never have I wanted to get started with the healing process so much. At long last, there’s a name for what I’ve felt over the past 36 years, and more importantly there’s a treatment protocol. I truly thought I was alone, especially after my encounter with a different therapist some 20 years ago. No one was talking about c-PTSD back then. Yesterday I could hardly sleep, as it often happens. I let my emotional dysregulation (learned that has a name too!) run wild, intentionally, to pull together a list of all the traumas I faced. I could scarcely sleep until I had written everything down. Just sharing my joy at being understood.

Zeusbottom Dec 4, 2023

Sailor Moon selling used cars

https://sh.itjust.works/post/10425228

Sailor Moon selling used cars - sh.itjust.works

Inspired by Sailor Mustache, who was a local Sailor Moon cosplayer with severe five o’clock shadow and cigar. He was huge in Japan.

Zeusbottom Nov 22, 2023

[Bing] Network gods in the heavens, surrounded by router pucks, eating network cable spaghetti

https://sh.itjust.works/post/9641878

[Bing] Network gods in the heavens, surrounded by router pucks, eating network cable spaghetti - sh.itjust.works

An offering to Them against router issues this Turkey Week.

Zeusbottom Sep 15, 2023

[Spotify playlist] Starfield alternate soundtrack

https://sh.itjust.works/post/5176652

[Spotify playlist] Starfield alternate soundtrack - sh.itjust.works

Kenny Rogers, Zeppelin, Bowie, Tom Waits, KLF, Rob Zombie, They Might Be Giants, Pointer Sisters, Muse, and of course Alestorm.

Zeusbottom Sep 12, 2023

[Spoilers] To Commander Ikande

https://sh.itjust.works/post/4980391

[Spoilers] To Commander Ikande - sh.itjust.works

“Look me in the eyes and tell me why you did it.” You should fucking know, Commander. 500 credits. That’s why. Remember when you pulled me aside and sat me down for our little chat through the glass? I told you, all I wanted to do was pay my 500c bounty and go. You said, no, not this time. You said, I want dirt on the Fleet. You said, I want to take down the Fleet, and you’re going to help me. You know what they say about negative bias, and that was a real fucking negative introduction. That brings us to now, with my gun pointed at your head, my new associates eyeing gleefully their new quarters aboard this august vessel. Look me in the eyes, motherfucker. Because I like that look when you realize you vastly fucked up. Your command is ours now. Half your men are dead, the other half in lifeboats. All over 500 credits. Boys, haul him off.