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dead account because of all-time low mental health and no one caring

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hab in TSW gerade diese ausfahrt gehabt. Lf6 auf mein gleis zeigend mit Kennziffer 7, Hp1 mit Zs3 Kennziffer 10. Irgendwie verstehe ich das nicht. Asig sagt 100, Strecke sagt 70? Was gilt? Ergibt das Sinn?

Hab leider keine Ausbildung und demzufolge am Ende keine Ahnung

Back on fedi for a single second to share a new wall of text on my miserable blog, this time a bit more personal.

https://pascalpuffke.de/blog/2024/07/1.html

Reflecting on the best year of my life

I will be significantly reducing activity on Fedi from now on. Might still do photography posts here and there so that my work at least gets seen by 1-2 others, but don't expect interactions anymore.

Will respond to mentioned posts (slowly).

Thanks for being here. But I really have to get my life together now.

i should really shut the fuck up more, shouldn't I

Not even home for 5 minutes and already reached a lethal amount of technology hate

> doesn't boot into grub?
> Linux SSD is gone for some reason
> "ok then boot into windows i guess"
> hear boot chime but no video
> kill the pc and restart
> windows does updates and restarts
> get thrown into bios config, select windows boot loader
> again updates and another restart

fuck this.

Finally there's a way to play Nintendo DS games on the go!!!!

Forget the triple A releases Apple advertised for this thing, this goes so much harder and only requires a 650 word quick start guide to get maybe working

I need some non-destructive hobbies to do at home. Only thing I do here is watch youtube (waste of time) and play rhythm games, which can go any direction depending on how I perform - so it either helps or further worsens mood.

Basically given up programming and music production for the most part, it's either boring or I'm still frustratingly bad at it after 10 years of trying.

i've been getting therapy for 3-4 years now. lots of different forms. yet today feels like I've made genuinely ZERO progress at all. i'm still the same easily breakable hypersensitive weird loser I always was. thought there was some progress, yet here I am.

i know this crap isn't going to get any interactions. that's always how it goes. people are just here for shitposts. but i need to get this out somewhere

life sucks. well sometimes it doesn't. just most of the time

i still feel so empty. shaking and in pain. why did this need to happen? why are yall like this? why am I like this? why does it always come to this??? i don't understand!!!!!!!!!