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The meds are helping ✌️🤟👍🤞👈👌

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Times like these were made for those simple angel and devil on your shoulder animations - the angel saying "keep the peace with the deadbeat dad, the useless sonofabitch, put the snark back in your pocket and live to fight another day!" and the devil saying "c'mon, just let it rip, you'll feel better and anyway he deserves far worse and you know it." And you know the angel is right, but... the kid is 18 now, and deadbeat is a jerk. He deserves worse.

The Netflix series Abstract is really giving me good inspired feelings about art but also making me wish I had more of an art community around me. Recommended if you like design.
Watching people freak out about the Doomsday Clock who do not understand it's a metaphor and that there is not an actual doomsday that happens if it hits midnight is.. amazing. People are literal and unthinking and amazing sometimes.
People want metaphorical tide pods, right up in their literal mouths. It's possible we will all perish this way.
Weirdly, just typing that I'm depressed made me feel a little better - back on familiar old footing, not so strange or foreign after all. I know how to do this, I've done it for years at a time, I just have to find my groove and escape it for moments at a time until my chemistry is ready to roll on to the next thing.

I've been not depressed for the longest period of my life this past 6 months - a lot of it manic - but the hammer came down the last couple days, the soft, molten hammer of anxiety and immobility and lack of motivation.

It feels weird and foreign and I've forgotten how to live like this. I feel like I'm on a planet with too much gravity and not enough glitter and too many invisible threats. I have forgotten how to meh. I feel awful. I rely on spellcheck a lot.

(whispers) i'm hiding