Social media does nothing but solidify even more the fact that I am alone and I don't matter

@MsDropbear425 🙃❤️‍🔥

I hope those mfs at sanctioned suicide approve my account creation. I don't want to stay alive anymore. I have not wanted to live for a long time. #suicide #depression

@v3ritas I am sorry for speaking so vaguely. It's just that there has been a lot. I can't, I don't know how to put it properly specifically.

@v3ritas I don't know what's bothering me or even if I am being bothered. Everything fucking sucks. I have no future. I have no present. I am losing memory, so I will have no past in the future I don't have. And it's all fault. When I first fell, I didn't pick myself up and fell down further and have been falling down ever since in this bottomless pit of desolate despair and misery. I am no one, I am nothing. I am empty inside. I don't feel like I am anything. I don't know who I am.

I was once ready to jump off a building, naked in the winter when I was 16. Then I hung myself a couple of times. I have pictures, the scars aren't very visible because I am weak ass bitch and couldn't stay there long enough to form clear scars, or to kill myself. I am a fucking moron and have never attempted to fucking kill myself ever. I feel so defeated, I can't even get my retarded ass to get back up and throw myself off a cliff. #suicide #depression

I wish I wasn't so bad. Why do I suck so much? I gave up on the first day and have been giving up every time and my life has been going downhill ever since. Everyday I don't want to see myself alive the next day, I never thought to live this long. You can't expect anything but the worse from me because I don't look forward to being alive. #suicide #depression