This is my old #Newgrounds bio quote from 2003. I am putting it here because I want to edit my bio there now after reactivating my account after 20 years but I want to remember what it said.

"If you feel strongly enough about something, there is nothing that isn't worth doing."

I don't know where I got that, or if I thought of it myself but I liked it enough to post it here to remember it. Not sure where I was in life when I put that there.

#BeatHazard3 comes with an over hour super mix on the OST. That is pretty lit

I like that there is the option to just open the local folder with the files to play it because 2 of the songs do not play and skip past in the #steam player

It's such a cool thing to include a #mix like that, I wonder if I am allowed to do my own mix of their songs.

I have the equipment to learn, but learning takes time

It would be neat to collect permission to use music from cool game devs to stream or mix with

1. I want people to know the version of me that I remember after I am gone in case anyone ever wanted to know that that wanted to know for some reason later on.

2. Maybe I will have fun to make another documentary or film if the first one is any good.

It is hard to make things about myself, have myself in them, or talk about myself.

It is really the only way to get an honest look, and actual thoughts though.

We will see what happens. For now I enjoy life, and creating whatever the fuck.

I had been toying with the idea of making a documentary, but it would cost too much for that one for now.

I think I will start by making a documentary about myself so that I can watch it and remember who I was if I ever keep forgetting.

It will be fun. It gives me a huge anxiety to show what actually goes on here but I think it would help somehow. I don't know.

for the following reasons.

I love that a lot of these games are small in file size as well so I can fit many of them to switch between as my personality, or mood shifts.

Regular games now take up too much space.

I would have loved to have gone.

Had tickets and everything. Only a couple hours away.

I doubt I will ever have the money, time or opportunity go to see one again but maybe next time I visit Japan there will be some cool game orchestras going on or something.

One of my friends who I met there last time plays 1st violin in an orchestra.

I should connect with him, I would like to go see him play actually.

I sent him a message a while back, but I think with the language barrier it takes time.

I like the idea of getting the OST directly from the source. That way I know I will hear it exactly how it was intended to be heard, and sound exactly how it should.

This is worth a few dollars to me. I think in my head sometimes, man you would pay this much for a used CD in an IRL store if you liked it.

So, I enjoy game soundtracks.

I missed the opportunity to go see a final fantasy one in germany while I was there because I was developing this disorder.

I have always enjoyed soundtracks, and music from video games. Especially if I had spent any significant amount of time playing them in my childhood, or other significant or traumatic times in my life.

I spent many days throughout my life listening to midi files way back, I bought OST's for FFXI in like 2005 on CD when it was a little harder to get that kind of thing.

I had some final fantasy vinyls, and other music stuff for OSTs that were lost in my moves and etc.