UnkleWyan

@unklewyan
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I will try to post my honest thoughts about things, and try to view myself from the perspective of someone else reading my internal dialogue.

I was diagnosed with bipolar 1, among other things, and I am still grieving the loss of self.

I think that reviewing what I share online might help me discover who I really am. Maybe other people will see it too.

I feel like I can start to open up a little here these days.

I am a creative guy, not a talented or smart one, but a learning one.

<3

YouTubehttps://www.youtube.com/@UnkleWyan
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Twitchhttps://www.twitch.tv/unklewyantv
I am smitten by a woman. She is so amazing. I hope she likes me. She is something else.
I am extremely fortunate that I actually enjoy my free time alone.
Haven't posted in a month. Idk. Feels like I just watched the movie from the last post just yesterday but it's been a month. Time passes weird for me these days.
Just in case I need to reference this later.
Man. #EmpireRecords is such a trip. Watching it now after not seeing it since it was on TV back when I was a kid who was collecting #cassettes and recording funny audio / radio shows over them with my friend. I wish I still had those tapes.

This is my old #Newgrounds bio quote from 2003. I am putting it here because I want to edit my bio there now after reactivating my account after 20 years but I want to remember what it said.

"If you feel strongly enough about something, there is nothing that isn't worth doing."

I don't know where I got that, or if I thought of it myself but I liked it enough to post it here to remember it. Not sure where I was in life when I put that there.

#BeatHazard3 comes with an over hour super mix on the OST. That is pretty lit

I like that there is the option to just open the local folder with the files to play it because 2 of the songs do not play and skip past in the #steam player

It's such a cool thing to include a #mix like that, I wonder if I am allowed to do my own mix of their songs.

I have the equipment to learn, but learning takes time

It would be neat to collect permission to use music from cool game devs to stream or mix with

1. I want people to know the version of me that I remember after I am gone in case anyone ever wanted to know that that wanted to know for some reason later on.

2. Maybe I will have fun to make another documentary or film if the first one is any good.

It is hard to make things about myself, have myself in them, or talk about myself.

It is really the only way to get an honest look, and actual thoughts though.

We will see what happens. For now I enjoy life, and creating whatever the fuck.

I had been toying with the idea of making a documentary, but it would cost too much for that one for now.

I think I will start by making a documentary about myself so that I can watch it and remember who I was if I ever keep forgetting.

It will be fun. It gives me a huge anxiety to show what actually goes on here but I think it would help somehow. I don't know.

for the following reasons.

I love that a lot of these games are small in file size as well so I can fit many of them to switch between as my personality, or mood shifts.

Regular games now take up too much space.