Literally all the friends I either talked to regularly online or hung out with consistently locally are dead.

So now I spend most days just trying to fill the time. This weekends just been a lot of emotions and I'm so frustrated by that.

Do I know what's going on most of the time? No.

Am I far too pretty to care? Absolutely.

Ever since I met my husband, I now need a fan by the bed to sleep. I know far more about 40k than I ever wanted to. I know far more about tanks and ww 1 & 2. I can tell guns apart now. But you know what I don't know?

His feelings on the roman empire. Some men just never open up it seems. Sure we talk about feelings, but do we talk about the Roman empire? No. I try not to let it hurt me. But it does.