I surface with a mystery.

Critical Frida update.

Still experimenting with staying off line. Spending more time outdoors with Frida. Still depressed, but less angry. Progress??

Things are so bad online right now. Worse than I’ve ever seen. People I thought I knew posting the most vile, bigoted shit. Makes me realize how little I know people. Or how poor a judge of character I am. In the grand scheme of things, this is a tiny problem, but it makes me sad.

I had my first day at my new job and I am confident I can do it very well. They really need my help, and I really already impressed them. I spent like 2 weeks worrying whether or not I’d be able to do this for nothing.

I went to a support group for adult children of dysfunctional families. It’s scary to talk about your problems in front of a bunch of strangers, but I did it. I’m hoping it’s somewhere I can either make friends or somewhere that will help me have the courage to do other things to make friends. I spend 90% of my time alone and it’s not good for my brain.