This week/weekend has reminded me that all the therapy and meds in the world aren’t going to stop the negative shit from breaking through when it feels like the world is piling it on me. At least I have some tools to help me through it now, but it still hurts and feels like a battle I’m just too tired to win. MDD is real y’all
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Leather dog bondage sub from Oakland probably smoking a cigar in the corner of the bar. I’m mainly here to post pics of myself in a jock (maybe doing other things too) and staring at all the handsome, sexy men folk out there
Inquiring minds need to know: Who else is watching the French alien cult series on Netflix?
The mental health journey never ends. I finally get a restful night’s sleep after weeks of needing it, so of course I wake up uncontrollably sad with ideations again. Brain chemistry is fucking bizarre.
And yes, I’m okay. I’ve got the best medicine anyone can ask for right here that automatically seems to know how to kick in when I need it most.
I have to say there are definitely better names for this type of facility than “Honey Bucket”
Lesson learned. Don’t forget to take your psych meds, y’all. WEEEEEEEE!
9 years since I last had a drink today. Time flies when you’re mentally ill! Lol
I desperately wanted a skateboard when I was a kid, but my parents never let me have one. After a while, I just let that feeling slip in the background and I never learned to use one.
Now I find myself a man in his 40s still desperately wanting one but afraid I’ll actually hurt myself in a way that I could’ve easily bounced back from as a kid. Would it be too much of a mid-life crisis behavior to figure it out now? Where would I even begin?
Looking forward to a new brighter 2024!
The end of 2023 was a bit rough on the mental health side of things for me, which is a good part of why I’ve disappeared while I got stabilized. But I’m now feeling optimistic and I’ve begun taking care of myself (starting meds and therapy), so here’s hoping for a good start to the new year!
