like i know that i can do whatever the hell i want and shouldnt worry about how "realistically diverse" my shit is but... agh. it's frustrating. maybe im just white as hell

me, wanting to make my realistic stories racially diverse even though they all take place around where i live (which is, you know, eastern kentucky. aka whiteville caucasiantown.):

pulled my first all nighter in forever . (well almost i slept for like an hour) my mom made me stay home because i could barely stand up lol

oh hey guess which bitch started on xir projects at midnight.. and finished both by 3:30 and thinks theyre pretty good ... (this one. i did !!)

can anti-nb people like.... shut up

wanna learn martial arts but im a little weenie man who overheats, dislocates its shoulder, and dies after doing 2.7 pushups

UHHHH CAN I JUST... NOT DO HERE LIES THE ABYSS

I HATE HERE LIES THE ABYSS im not even playing it im just. realizing what im going to have to do . i'm trying to get varric's approval high enough for that wicked grace game and also trying to do sera's romance (..thought i couldve got it by now, but apparently not. for both) . both of them greatly approve of letting the wardens join the inquisition. but varric only does if hawke's warden friend is left in the fade. i'm too attached to alistair. and i cant afford a -20 for either. im dying. help

also god why do i dream. why do i dream so WEIRDLY. why cant i just have horrific nightmares every night i dont want fucking weird ass dreams that briefly feature mpreg, somehow. i dont. i am never going to forget that. why