Maybe I just haven't met the right women yet and that's the issue, but I just have such a hard time connecting with them on any level deeper than small talk. And that's not their fault I know I'm weird and I don't hold it against them or anything, but generally speaking, men are more accepting of my quirks. I'm not trying to be sexist, I just thrive on pattern recognition and this is how I've experienced relationships with gender groups in the past and I honestly don't feel like I fit well with either idk
Been having a lot of trouble with my gender lately. Like I have female parts and I *like* being a woman, I guess, like I like the idea of it, but I feel very disconnected from it? Like I see other women and I just feel like I'm not one of them? Like I'm somehow different? I feel more connected to men in the sense that I do not care to engage in the same elevated social tactics (pretending you like someone, understanding advanced queues...) that I have experienced when interacting with women. Not sure if this is like an undiagnosed autism thing or a gender dysphoria thing but yeah it's been really hard recently. I think it started when I got married and now I have to come to terms with the fact that I'm someone's wife. I think I liked calling myself his "partner" a bit better... More below
If I'm not being eccentric then what am I being. Asked the airplane ramp guy if he likes driving the ramp. He does. Wandered around every shop in the Vegas airport. Waved hi at babies and dogs. I have no shame. I am putting anxiety behind me. I will see none of these people again so it doesn't matter if they think I'm weird. I am having fun.
I'm at the Toyota dealer on this fine morning and we got a guy full-on raw dogging his service wait. No tablet, no TV, no book, no nothing. Amazing what boomers are capable of

Junie & TheHutFriends - Drown Me! (Official Audio)
YouTubeBeing a young woman sucks because my boss assigns me the "secretary" work. THREE TIMES NOW it's been my job to go around the office and collect signatures on birthday cards. My male counterpart has never been asked to do this.
Anyone ever planned a wedding? No? Good, don't 😭
I am a DEMON at the grocery store. I know a Fry's hate to see me coming. I buy all the cheap ass knockoff brand and take advantage of their deals. Buy 2 get 2 free soda?? Absolutely you cowards you have no idea who you're fucking with
Get a load of this guy. He thinks there's a point to life other than being as nice and whimsical as you can!
Like I know it's "for the plot" or whatever but I would have fucking QUESTIONS if a wizard came out of my TV! I hate anime that don't explain themselves adequately! I hate protags that don't question anything! Like girl this wizard is ruining your life and you're just like "ok well I don't care I'm not doing what he says" like this is basically a hostage situation???