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Today I had one pretty normal semi-dream, and one nightmare.
In real life, I finished a thing early in the morning and wanted to go back to sleep.
I was trying my best, and I was always somewhat awake.
Dream:
At some point I saw myself in a town, I entered a building with a gun in my hands, which I didn't question, I only ever wanted to sleep and didn't care about the dream, I pointed the gun at a person I found inside and said "Two people were shot with this gun. Do you know whose gun this is? Is it yours, by any chance?", that person looked like a woman to me, then I chased the same person or perhaps a different person and shot them, saying "And that's the third shot", this time the person looked like a man to me. Then it somehow turns out I'm in my irl room dressing up. I put on my clothes and shoes to go out. My "rendering engine" was failing and I could turn the keyring in my hands so that two of the keys merge into one monster key. I seemed to be gradually losing sight, not in the sense of the picture turning black, not even in the sense of sight temporarily going away when I get up too suddenly or have too hard physical exercise, but I just lost my ability to see, while tactile senses remained sharp. I made an assumption that I was somehow out of bed and close to my door in real life as well. I tried to keep coming out of the house to see if I would wake up outside. I didn't even start going down the stairs in the hallway stairway when I lost tactile sense as well and woke up, in bed. I feel like I was aware of it all being a dream throughout (and thus the gun violence part wasn't terrible to me), tho I guess I wasn't fully consciously awake, because I wouldn't in the right mind try to climb down the stairs blindly.
I decided to sple for real and here's what I saw in the second dream:
I'm at home and talking to someone in an online chat. They mention they're going to a city and it happens to be my city, I just assume it's a coincidence, I'm not really ready to meet them, tho I start to feel paranoid. Next, I look in the window and see someone on a swing in my multiapartment building's yard, they are chatting. I hide from them and still sometimes peek at them. I notice how them typing on their phone corresponds to that online chat person typing and I feel doxxed and terrified. My door is open for some reason. My laptop discharged and turned off for some reason. For some reason, I see advertisements glued to my window from the inside, I don't understand how they got there. I see advertisements in my online chat even tho it doesn't normally have them and, scared, I wake up, and phew, it was a dream. Thinking back, I guess that's because I associate advertisements with tracking. Note that it's this dream that was a nightmare, not the first dream with gun violence.
2006 - 2022: Corporate content hosts are so cheap and easy that no one has an incentive to learn to self-host content, and people who were previously self-hosting content move over to big "social" platforms
2022 - … : Platforms close off in every imaginable way and start taking every opportunity to extract rents from users, benefits that originally got people to move over now gone, but the network effects are such you can no longer switch to open alternatives or convince other people to do so