I can't breathe and I can't find my inhaler anywhere lmao rip

I'm in love with someone who will never notice or care ever again and I have to live with it day in day out

My therapist told me I have to stop weighing myself cause I do it everyday and it's obsessive and I said I'd stop but it's causing my hellla anxiety

Wow nope

When your aint shit ex's message you trynna apologise for their behaviour like they're not just trying to manipulate your emotions further because if they were truly sorry and wanted to leave you to be happy they wouldn't message you at all hm

Engaging in self destructive behaviours with people who hurt me even though I have something that's good for me in my life is my special skill

But anyway everything is shit

It's nearly been a year since I had my heart broken by the person I've loved for six years and I still love them and miss them so much it physically hurts even though I have a boyfriend now and we haven't actually spoken in months I just don't know

It is Father's Day which is a time to remember that my father was absent for my entire childhood because he chose work over me and although he tries to make up for it now it always leaves me feeling like I'll never be a priority to anyone because I couldn't even be one for my own father