Roger

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30-something man from Ontario, Canada.

Into leather and daddies and bears, generally speaking. BLUF 2149. Still working on my introduction; I'm bad at these!

Show threadRogerApr 3

@northeyes Psychedelics, you say?

🧐 📝

RogerApr 3

Putting on one of my favourite albums of all time, for the first time in a long time:

Black Sabbath - Heaven & Hell

Ozzy Sabbath is good but this Dio Sabbath album has always hit different, ever since I discovered it as a teenager. The opening riff to Neon Knights is so damn *heavy* and electric

Show threadRogerApr 3
@northeyes I'm not very versed with hypnosis, is it adjacent to mindfulness/meditation practice? Allowing thoughts to exist and to be, w/o judgement of them?
Show threadRogerApr 3

@northeyes I totally believe people can develop the 'skill' to dissociate on command, in order to compartmentalize. I don't think it has to be as extreme as you mention, but it is sort of a survival mechanism. It doesn't have to be objectively extreme, because individual perception can shift what is deemed 'survival'

Also, oddly, I think I finally understood what dissociation meant (to me) when I started an SSRI med and realized it wasn't letting me cope w/ my feelings the same way

RogerFeb 1
Trying not to feel down about having feelings and emotions that are too big for this realm and this body but... guess what I feel down about? 🥴
Show threadRogerJan 12
@wardi how the heck did you get my therapist's notes???
RogerJan 12

I have a need to express myself creatively (mentally, perhaps?), but I'm stuck. I don't know how to... get it out? It's like I have a chastity cage on my brain-dick 😩

Help, I'm creatively-frustrated! What do I do?

RogerNov 23
Willie Nelson and Snoop Dogg want to be rolled up and smoked when they die -- real cool way to go and probably my second choice, but my first choice is a MUSHROOM CASKET!! Wrap me up in mushroom and feed me to the microbes when I die IMO
Show threadRogerNov 5
@polomex Not even... if there's a cherry on top?
RogerNov 4

I lost my vape 2 weeks ago, and I decided not to buy a new one, so... I've been nicotine-free for just over 2 weeks now 🫠

Not the first time I've quit nicotine, and probably won't be the last, but it still sucks every time