Idk why but its a first time I opened all charts of my family and first of all connections are crazy.
But, if u ever get angry about your patents, go check their natal charts and u will look at them like little kids that needs understanding and caring, coz they are going through a lot, they dont even know about.
All day in my mind is that one part of this song:
Im gooooiiing through changeeeees
Which i do, and also im falling again to the cycle where main mood is: nahuy vse. Which is not bad thing actually, but doesnt help to end no/socialization era.
Omg, just remembered
Until today I think I had no any unrealistic fears. But this morning, when I woke up but u know, still in non-consciousness phase, i had that kind of thought and felt like a dream - I got up and went to open windows as usual. But I was in a completely different universe not on earth and I felt soo much fear bc imagine u wake up in some place and dont know anything about it or creatures, their rules, how they think or act.
But just realized, its the same when we born here🙃
Also, Im taking some meds and its side-effect is insomnia. First month I was ok and I thought it wasnt effecting me.
Its all about time.
And not only for medicaments.
Before video I did storyboard too
I imagined it little different
I finished it. I know its not perfect but 0 AI, so I like it.
Ill voice over it later.
I need to make any idea real in one day or otherwise it takes me years coz im unethical and impudent person. I dont have any discipline…. Whatever, today im trying to see how can I edit my video so maybe in this decade Ill finish it, but I dont know, idea of it already seems boring.
#ImNotUsedToLinearDimensionIm finally shooting my first project, I hope its gonna work out. Lots of skills Im missing☠️☠️🏴☠️😵
Ill share it here first ofcc.
Ok bye
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