Insomnia night 3, I think that makes me officially diagnosable - yippee they offered me melatonin I declined - have you ever looked at all the side effects the list is impressive and filled with stuff I already deal with so no thanks... I am easy 2 benedryl and I should be out like a light

And I have yet to find any way to stop the floating perception

Filed under I am special and would really rather not be - my right leg weighs at least 25 lbs thanks to all the edema and is minimally functional - as I pay her in my hospital bed the right leg feels like it is floating about 4 inches above the bed... It is flat on the bed but evidently wants to float away?!

Dolly KILLS it on this song!!!! https://youtu.be/M7tANDO1ijE?feature=shared

I am so fucking miserable right now I'm a place (physically and energetically)I don't want to be in where I cannot get comfortable cannot sleep and a small handful of the people I need to be doing their job are not....

Do hospital beds have some special insomnia inducing ability? I am totally exhausted but cannot fall asleep

Why oh why do I lie here awake in a hospital bed at 2.20am with Freebird by Lynard Skynyrd stuck in my head??

Indeed... Least we all forget https://bookswares.com/products/rejoice-in-the-birth-of-a-brown-skinned-middle-eastern-undocumented-immigrant-book-lovers-gift-tsw305

For those who need a giggle today... https://www.instagram.com/reel/C0RV46JO4BY/?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==