am i an asshole for being sarcastic? because i said like "how dare youtubers not upload videos today, the day after christmas, how dare they spend time with their families" and she was like "don't say that, it makes you sound like an entitled brat" and i'm just wondering if she's right and i have gone so far into irony that i've turned into a jerk or am i right and satire and shit. idk why i do anything nothing means anything and i have no personality outside sarcasm

whatever it's ok i can make my hilarious joke with my phone

my computer is so shit i should probably have it Inspected by a Professional because the start menu doesn't open and i tried opening things through task manager but that didn't work so like... maybe a problem. oh also i can't use two fingers on the touchpad. and sometimes the cursor will move and click things without me doing anything. but y'now... nbd

and directly after that she asked me to watch a video about something i had never heard of! i said no, i was watching something else. she didn't seem to care though, because it wasn't something she had created and was proud of. like, i understand that she has a hard time with tact and stuff, that's okay! i can be patient! but she said she didn't care. it's not like it was my life's work or anything but i liked it and she didn't care about it. i've always supported her. but she didn't care.

i sent my sister part of my fic and this was what she said: "oh dear", "this worries me" (at this point i was okay, the concept of writing minifics about two randomly drawn characters is a bit strange) but then she said "[i] read the first one and... wow". she then expressed disappointment because i told her this was a gift and she thought she was getting a real gift. after that i pushed for feedback and all she said was "I just...... don't care at this point. sorry" yikes. thanks fam

ok maybe i am one to judge. selfcest is weird, though, right? that doesn't make me a bad judgey person, that's just a fact, right?

i'm in the education program and in the field of education there's a lot of acronyms. well one i just read is free and appropriate public education- fape. fape just sounds like jacking off while vaping and i'm very uncomfortable

mcr acted real punk for a coupla guys named gerard, ray, frank, mikey, and bob

ok so i'm not one to judge but uh. i just saw a post on tumblr by a witch who invited spirits into their home and one of the spirits gave them a cake recipe. tumblr is wild

my exgf has had like 5 bfs since she broke up with me and i'm here like... How. i have too much anxiety. i could try dating apps or smth? idk i'm nervous but i want a Person, you know? what's a guy gotta do to get a datemate around here