Which European country is your least favorite and why? - Lemmy.World

Why aren't mentally ill people allowed to post? - Lemmy.World

Why are so many posts along for help being removed and replaced with 988 spam? Do the mods care that people are hurting so profoundly or do they only care about themselves?

Help with information regarding willful end of life - Lemmy.World

I’m having trouble finding information on how to end my life humanely. I feel I’m being kept from important information because strangers who know nothing of real pain prevent me from doing what is natural and humane. The most I’ve found online regards nitrogen or helium gas with an exit bag. I’ve purchased a tent. I will be returning to homelessness soon whether or not I’m prepared for it and the idea of another decade as horrifying as the last is completely and utterly unbearable. I will suffer a fate much worse than death if I continue to live, this has been proven to me dozens of times over and the CPTSD I have from constant combat and survival has me reliving my greatest hits in my sleep. I’ve exhausted all options available to someone without money in the US–I’ve tried almost everything. There are treatments that might help me, but I cannot afford anything, not even food, and no longer care to because all of my emotions have just turned to a trembling aggression which is always about to snap, and does, usually resulting in pretty serious self-harm (I feel I must beat myself to achieve a sense of peace, and have permanent black eyes. My last attempts were failures because i couldn’t cut my neck deep enough, or I saved myself from suffocation at the last moment; words fail to express the immense shame I feel every moment and my existence is only evidence of my inborn cowardice. ALL of my friends are dead, and died in extreme fear/pain. I think the exit bag is the best choice because I can protect my family and those who will process my corpse from the mess I leave behind: it’d just be my body and maybe urine/fecal matter, I will wear an easily removed smock and diaper and have ID ready–I’ve watched corpses get processed and I know they get ripped apart, organs in a hefty bag and closed back up in the body all lumpy. I’d like to be buried in a mass grave with the others like me outside of the county jail which was the closest thing to a home I ever had. Where is the best place to purchase helium/nitrogen? How much will I need (i’m 6 foot, 170)? How long will it take? Will a mask need to be affixed to my face? Is there any way I could screw up and make myself braindead and haunt my family? I’ve been trying to wait for my mother and father to go but I don’t think I can hold out much longer. My last friend recently ran out of money and killed herself–she was trying to go through dignitas. She left a MESS because she had to do it against her will, at the moment of eviction. I think I will do the same. I miss you Anne.