| derby name | Hüsker Stü |
| secret ID | Mx Stef Bentley |
| pronouns | they/them/their ⚧ |
| birdsite | huskerstu・nicepersonality |
| derby name | Hüsker Stü |
| secret ID | Mx Stef Bentley |
| pronouns | they/them/their ⚧ |
| birdsite | huskerstu・nicepersonality |
Well, looks like I have a playlist to work my way through…
https://noisey.vice.com/en_us/article/ywkj8y/riding-the-new-wave-of-anti-fascist-black-metal
I like my voice just fine; it doesn’t make me dysphoric. However, it pretty clearly marks me as AMAB (as in, my singing range is basically the overlap of Johnny Cash and Ian Curtis).
I’ve done a little practice with tensing my vocal cords and shifting resonance from my chest to head. It doesn’t sound like me *to* me, though.
So the question I have to ask myself: is the way my voice leads other people to think of me something I can and/or should change?
Estradiol files:
2mg/day (January): okay, this is definitely the right direction, but I feel like the lower T is doing the bulk of the work
4mg (June): levels are still testing a bit low but hey, my boobs are definitely bigger
6mg (Monday): (sobs) I AM TĀRĀ INCARNATE, VIBRATING WITH A LOVE THAT OVERFLOWS AND SPILLS ONTO ALL SENTIENT BEINGS could i stop vibrating now i really need to sleep (sobs)