my social worker is back from vacation now I have to convince my mom to promise me that we do stuff so I won't have time to meet with him

it just feels like I'm stuck and nothing is ever changing so I'm so scared that this is how it's always gonna be. I'm probably being totally overdramatic here but my life feels so fucking pointless cause I'm never doing anything and I don't have motivation for anything and I think that travelling could be something that makes me feel stuff and like gives me a purpose and makes me appreciate being alive but there's always something stopping me from it

summer break honestly makes me feel like shit. seeing other people go on vacations while I'm as always stuck at home sucks but it gets worse every year. like,, i get that we don't have that much money and I'm not about to complain about that to my mom but I want to see things. I want to see the world and I never even left the country and it honestly really hurts idk

also the vampire calling yu mika's "precious angel" whew that's gay

so... I'm gonna start owari no seraph and I heard so much good stuff about it; it better not disappoint

can't believe for a second tumblr made me believe reading killing stalking would be a good idea haha no thanks

my opinion on dogs is just like my opinion on small children. I like them as long as they don't get too loud and annoying and I don't have to be close to them for too long

I get attached way too quickly and then end up dropping them after a week but it's an amazing week full of love and support

I adopted them. they are my children now. I will protect them with my life.
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