Meli (main aspect)

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Hi! I like you.
pronounsthey/them
but hey i get to leave the house!!! maybe i will bring a mug of tea with me and drink it in the park.
i have a cold, and i am hoping it's just a cold but i'm gonna walk myself over to the neighborhood pcr place to make sure. then ummmmmmm i dunno! I might join an online zoom with internet people about the new year. they're eastern time so i'll actually be able to stay awake for it. Still a lot of hours in the middle i'm trying to figure out though. maybe i'll read the dinosaur extinction book
it's not a perfect situation, but i've wrangled the biggest problem (depression) sufficiently that maybe i can approach fixing other ones, or at least tread water in a direction rather than desperately flailing to not drown
in more positive news, sometimes the brain meds work but also wake you up eeeeeaaarrrrly so i guess i'm a morning person now
I think i'm going to start using @mxmatched as my main mastodon account rather than this one, which will remain a personal/vent kinda place. if i don't follow you from there it's probably out of forgetting.
Sometimes I constantly feel like I gotta get the words out but also feel like I’m just walking into a wall in front of someone I admire all the time, or: vulnerability is hard
@eldang @nein09 excellent šŸ˜‚
Hello it is That Eve so please enjoy my favorite Xmas song https://music.metafilter.com/2881/Jingle-Rock-Bell
Jingle Rock Bell

A terrible desecration of a beloved Christmas song. Sic it on your relatives today!

@pandemoniumcrutch Sending love. it really is difficult! i hope the meds transition stabilizes and helps. intentional eating is good. <3
i started typing in reply to someone "okay so this is not quite relevant BUT" and i cannot remember what i was going to say next oh no