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вчера госуслуги спрашивали меня про больницы, школы и дороги в моём регионе (в опросе, трогательно озаглавленном «социальные настроения»), а сегодня хотят, чтобы я ловила беспилотники. то инь, то ян. разнообразие.

at the time of writing this, delhi and india are facing multiple crises, nearly all man-made, and however bleak the city inside might seem, the truth is that the real world a decade from now will probably be much harsher: this book is set not in a dystopia, but in a best-case scenario. ©

дочитала мрачнейшую книгу, а там послесловие. 😂

“there’s this russian power model where the state funds and controls the resistance,” she’d said. “so there’s really no left or right, everything’s a distraction, everyone’s observed and under control. we’ve had versions of this in india before, this just sounds like an upgrade.” ©
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he doesn’t mind that icb market is an overpriced tourist trap. he avoided it all through school and college, but living in it has showed him it’s also a portal between worlds: the russians call this market temno kalingrad. it’s where white immigrants gather to fortify themselves with alcohol before venturing out into the delhi night in their retro-cool crocs-and-socks. ©
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temno kalingrad! xD
they’d been eating lunch, delivered from a new russian place: cold borscht, salmon kulebyaka, and an angry-looking golubtsy that everyone had looked at nervously before putting in the fridge, where it died. ©
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he tries to convince himself he’s home, genetically speaking. if home is where the people you love most are, his real home is currently a server in new zealand. ©
бесит новый тренд произносить фразу «хочу сказать слова благодарности» и НЕ ГОВОРИТЬ СЛОВА БЛАГОДАРНОСТИ. кругом обман.
я думала, что начало книги безнадёжное, но дальше становится просто чудовищно. читаю описываемые ужасы и утешаюсь мыслью, что нет ничего проще, чем напугать образованного человека.

she’d decided, that night, that she wouldn’t leave. that she would stay in India, in delhi, and belong as hard as she could. many years, many good-byes and many funerals later, she still cannot accept that she made a huge mistake. ©

что делать, когда книга с первых страниц бьёт по лицу?

that things weren’t about to get a lot worse. that a day wouldn’t come, soon after, when joey wasn’t allowed to leave her house and her parents didn’t know whether to blame the pogrom or the pandemic, because they’d known the end times were coming but hadn’t known they’d be multiple choice. ©