Domain bought. Setting a deadline of launching this AI dev tool I have poured my energy into for a year now on Nov 5th.

Whatever I got goes live

I got this. Tech dollars here I come

Determined to get tech dollars rich and bring all the trans autistic severely traumatized coders that chronically got fired and not hired along with me

there are dozens of us and many of us are dead.

Remember VisualIdiot? The famous designer/coder? Transitioned and rumored dead

I keep going for me and others like me. I will thrive and carve out a place of tech 4 us

Because we deserve it. Millions if not billions made off us while we failed and ended up living in vans, homeless etc 4 decades.

My biggest anger with mental health care is paranoia they have around ADHD and adverse backgrounds and drugs

I didn't get high for the first time until I was 25. I haven't ever been drunk. but every MH pro has treated me like I'm a potential addict

funny thing is no drug usage is known aspect of schizoid-esque personality disorders; and being a shut-in for half a decade is part of my history. But i'm so otherwise functional that people assume I must have some secret drug use disorder

I really hope I get not poor this year and have the wealth to just never have to deal with dysfunctional shit and people ever again

I just want a few years where I just live a normal life. I have spent almost my entire 3 decades of existence just stressed out of my god damn mind one crisis after another.

When do the adverse experiences finally end

me: I'm so close to launching just gotta write the README, docs, and get the packages built, setup CI etc. what could it take like five minutes?

weeks and 10,000 words of docs writing and scripts and configuring and deploying and redeploying later

me: the last 20% is always the hardest when will I ever learn

If u use LLMs 2 code things u know how 2 do there will be a speed up. If u use them 2 do things u don't know how 2 do they slow u down

None of the AI dev tool startups r building ecosystems that acknowledge that because they build 2 maximize hype + r betting on AGI arriving

Just about every one of the prominent techies has had a beef about the dumbest shit with the most marginalized person they could find

Whether it is how Linux is committed to or code of conducts or open source or some random software thing that no reasonable well-adjusted person should care about.

Some of their learned their "intellectual ideas" come from what was essentially hundreds of pages of Harry Potter fanfic.

These are not people that should be authorities on anything. They are losers