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I'm bad at social media. I rarely check. But that's probably a good thing. Did my laundry today.

I've been thinking about growing up woes as a parent, seeing your children grow up and move out would be heartbreaking to me

There's still slots for the lab class this sem. Two weeks of f2f classes. I hope the libraries are open because I miss them too much. They're taking a long time validating my school fees, please let me finish my readmission early!

Thinking of biking with my friend this weekend, it's been a long time. And badminton! Or should I bring my skateboard instead?

I've been daydreaming a lot more lately. It feels like I'm living more than one life at a time. It's amazing how our brains are so capable of manipulating our perceived reality. I wonder how differently I would have turned out if I had aphantasia, or maybe I'd find my way to being who I am now anyway.
It would be so much easier to enjoy nature if there weren't mosquitoes. I could be enjoying the wind and watching the sky change, but these creatures want me to stay inside
I've been having a tough time. Now, I'm okay again. Does it get tiring? Yes. I'm grateful anyway. Please last
Feeling a little lonely right now, mostly from the nostalgia of things I used to enjoy. The world's really moving on, isn't it?

I just found my grandfather's painting easel. He passed before I was born. I'll try to bring paint and a canvas the next time I visit the place so I can paint on it. There's also a little coffee table he had beside him whole he worked where he placed his paint and coffee mug. It'll be here still when I get back.

I feel like by also being a painter, I have a personal connection with him, that I'm continuing a family tradition. I do wish I got to learn from him, or simply watch him do his thing

Rode the bike in the morning while playing Poetry Unbound aloud in my pocket, wind on my face.

Getting ready to sleep. Biked around the neighborhood, and even on the highway (the rural kind lined with trees) following behind my sister and (maybe cousins?) who were on a sidecar. You never really know who your blood relatives and who the 'acquired' relatives are. We were on the hunt for a different supplier of drinking water since my dad didn't like the taste of the first one, and the other one nearby was closed today.

So many updates to write for the past few days. I'll get to it soon

Wrote a lot here today. I felt like it was meant to go on WordPress. I wonder if there's a way I can download my account data. There's so much to be saved in case an emergency shutdown were to happen