@[email protected] tbh i've not read much that makes me think 'this is a blueprint of what i want'. Libcom's intro is good imho (bias: i helped write it), but defines things negatively: https://libcom.org/library/libertarian-communism-introduction

I like things like Solnit's Paradise Built in Hell, Crow's Black Flags and Windmills, and Klein's The Battle for Paradise, which show Kropotkin's mutual aid thesis is alive and well, and give me hope proletarians can construct liveable worlds even in the worst conditions.