broken
Alone, truth less,empty
Awaiting, you,unmet
Unrequited, wanting, longing
Shadows, on a cave wall, dancing
In a dreamless lit ether,
Loveless mirage
Anticipating you that will never be.
Steel eyes
One glance you penetrate my soul to its core.
Open my heart to promises of unfathomable joy and inner torment
Angel gaze, reflections of the eternal strings of the simultaneous moments of past, present and future.
Stubbornly acquiescing to your willful indulgences.
Silence invites…
Waiting for love in the quiet as the soft whisperings of the heart murmur through my consciousness.
Woke up today semi-functional without caffeine’s
Sometimes I think you could love me.
The squirmy lingering pain. The sharp spasms of a baby (premature thought) kicking in your insides.
Then I think you could love me not in the so many ways that I longed for your silent touch and subtle glance.
There can be no Atonement in waiting, watching for you to come.
The fruitless anticipation of what could have been. Never to be.
The most beautiful one
You are the most beautiful one — the one that I loved not.
The contrarian of the forbidden - the momentary glance recorded in a lonely memory.
How I loved you not but in dreams do we pass
-Etched in the landscapes of what could have been.
Don’t let the pain of a challenge or a momentary setback hold you back from gleaming the greater truth from that moment.
Fear - you have complications attached to your list that inflict limitation - limitations in mercy, limitations in intimacy and limitations in love. Your standards blind you and consume your actions as you huddle shaking entombed in the womb of your gloomy shadow room.
Love is precious. Where ever you are in the world…just know I am here. I have waited a life time to know you. And there is truth in the silence of this moment.
@glizzyborden I gave up on rage indifference seems to be more practical
