Tired, tired, tired. I felt so full and now I just feel empty. Or at least relatively so.
And I want to say things, I want to speak without having to explain, or have people try to fix it or douse me in sympathy.
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ventblog.
ventblog.
I doubt tumblr will die right away, if at all, but who knows maybe I'll use this more in the future.
*strums guitar*
~Please stop always trying to fix my problems~
~I don't need people to baby me all the time just tell me to shut the fuck up and get shit done please~
Just have to remind myself I am not responsible for other peoples happiness.
Make it my mantra.
Idk, I can look back and know that what I was drawing was "all wrong", but it still would have been nice if anyone would have said "Keep at it!"
It was just a different time I guess; now you see posts and stuff floating around encouraging people to encourage others. Even if you see flaws in someones art, you tell them "Keep at it!" or "Maybe if you did this or that." You point out their strengths and try showing them where they could improve.
I always ended up focusing more on writing, but now I wish I'd kept drawing too. Even if it was all 'bad' back then, I never had anyone encourage me about it or give me con/crit and that sounds like a big "woe is me" sorta thing but- well, yeah, it is.
It's pretty normal, and it's not anyone's fault, but man I hate when people ask me what I've done on days when I've been struggling to do -anything-.
