goth paradigm. 𓆸 (slowly returning)

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☥ dark surrealist. chthonic brewing of cybernetic witchery; ardently striving for success in threat intelligence.

spamton and ENA live inside my head rent-free.

  

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stay tuned!my blog is under construction.~
resuming activity soonthank you for your patience.
. . . not gonna lie, i'm questioning whether i should even continue pursuing cybersec.
the recent internet archive cyber attacks makes me want to cry tears of blood. like, damn. seriously???
boy, am i grateful my past self bought juicy courses, like osint, before burning out + collapses of other external sludge. 
aside from my anxiety-ridden return, i recently found out that i officially no longer have to worry about my student loan debt. it's been entirely forgiven. my gratitude exceeds the stars within these cosmos. <33

h-hey! so, i know i've been away for a while. a lot happened since then. uhm, i'm at lost, because i haven't actively kept up with cybersecurity, thus i have some guilt, since i know this field requires being up-to-date.

i'm just a lost perfectionist, due to not keeping up with any news since the year started.

sadly, i don't have a support system offline when it comes to tech in general, thus my uncertainty and fear.

fuck 2023. seriously.

A reminder that if you're here, you're seeing a flood of people doing their thing and doing it well, and it can be easy to feel like you're falling behind or not doing enough.

This is a digital illusion.

You are enough. Your pace is enough. Your life need not be measured against others.

one imperative takeaway i gathered from SANS cyber defense's blueprint podcast, specifically chapter 0, is leveraging operational tempo by employing anticipatory intelligence to gain progressive understanding of adversaries.

#SecOps

Mega Man 9 (2008)