stares in the distance...i've withdrawn from most social media lately and gotten Way Too Into Kpop and it's been so healing...

i'm a bit too sensitive, so openly loving things other people openly hate has been tough for me lately. but since getting into A Fandom i'm like, oh i get it now, i get why people are fans

i feel so much more mentally healthy n less anxious...sometimes i feel i'm being willfully naive but i'm just trying to do away with needless negativity in Shitty 2018

like idk, i'm not satisfied w where my writing is anyway but i know that will only be stronger with time and practice. i just hope as the story goes on people finally fuckkng get what i've been subtly pointing toward for like the past five years (laughs weakly)

like look y'all this ain't my full time job, my readership isn't massive, so excuse me if i'm taking my sweet fuckkng time and just making what i want to make

a little annoyed at feeling like my comic is continually condensed down to "cute" and like webcomics readers forcefully not knowing how to infer information about a story, wait patiently, or even read between the lines

like i don't know maybe i'm just a bad writer but it's!!!!! really frustrating