if i had my life to do again, i wouldn't.
I used to be afraid of death because I was afraid to not exist. But lately I've noticed that I'm more afraid the world will go away without me. I know it's ridiculous, but...
When my kids were little I'd watch them while they slept to make sure they were breathing. I knew that was ridiculous too.
If one of us has to die, please, let it be me. I know it's ridiculous, but it's my only prayer.
@Vann kola is a nut that is, or at least at one point was, the main flavor in cola drinks, and is, (or was), responsible for the caffine.