Inspired thought by a toot from
@reid_indeed about the CV highlighting non-success.
I never disliked writing Grant applications in academia, but I hugely disliked writing them knowing about the tiny success chances. This skewed already the joy when writing. And this system set-up ultimately led me to not writing my best applications. They never got my most enthusiastic, best ideas, but overengineered word count optimised, priority area focused technical prose fitted to the funder