stamped with passive aggressive observance
Me (hi) I'm a jerk. Truly. Like not even joking. Why? Because I read this, a nice post (except the yoga part) and can identify, relate. The writing and not doing so being like that of a clogged drainpipe. I feel not like that, now. I did for a very long time. It's not “addiction”, per se, but it's the equivalent of putting on a tight pair of shoes for the pleasure of taking them off! It isn't catharthis spring growth – just a “therree we gooo” type of..spasm.
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