a lifetime of species dysphoria + autumn amping up my senses whenever I go outside = an experience that gets more frustrating every year
| Species | Canis lupus occidentalis |
| Pronouns | he/him/his |
| Taur | true |
| Fraks Given | false |
Archer 🐺 Taur 👟 Thief
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An ordinary wolf with a keyboard.
awoo is on-brand
I've applied to awoo.space. I'm probably also going to set up a single-user Mastodon instance as a backup plan.
I'd love to run an instance, in fact, but you wouldn't want me as a moderator. Everyone would just be banned. I sure can keep the lights on, though.
ThötterdämmerungI honestly can't cope with this anymore. Mastodon was my one escape from an awful home situation but it's just magnifing all my stressors.
I'll be over on kobolds.space but probably not posting or anything until everything calms down.
Snouts was my first real online home and I wanted to at least stay around until the end, but don't know if I can manage that.
MustelaPurpureusI haven't thought about it in a while, but I'm actually really misanthropic
The only people I've ever liked or been interested in are furries, and I've learned that plenty of them can be awful
I'm gonna go lie down and stop waiting for someone to tell me where to go like a depressed puppy.
Because I am a depressed puppy.
Asking for help.
If I managed somehow to leave a positive impression on any of you, and you went or are going somewhere you find worthwhile and stable, I'd appreciate it if you were to reach out.
I'm a lot more heartbroken than I would have expected to be. I can't start an instance search in this headspace.
But a person like me doesn't have many social lifelines, and I'm still learning to integrate in the furry community, so... if you know the landscape... please, toss me one.
I'm an introvert. A hard introvert. I did the research to pick a Mastodon instance one time, when I bailed from Twitter. One time. The idea was I wouldn't ever have to go through that search for a snowball in hell again just to restart the slow, agonizing process of developing trust in a community.
I'm not sure I want to try. I'm not sure social media *can* be anything other than toxic, even in its best possible expression. I was already starting to doubt after the recent meta.
Could have fucking said something *before* I made an impassioned speech begging everyone to chill.