im nervous though because I have a call with a student coordinator lady for college
I feel so guilty for taking a week off for mental health but I literally could not stop sobbing for days so I couldn’t stay

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I think I’m feeling a tiny bit better

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RE: https://mastodon.social/@ny4n_s0d4/116252486815799311

it’s me!!!!

you’d think something horrible happened to me the way I feel so empty and awful
I wish I broke all my bones

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I genuinely feel so awful and useless like it’s actually unbearable
No nothing happened to make me feel this way no triggers or anything im just genuinely that stupid

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my head hurts and I feel like a failure

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cuddling w my dog

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how I feel being told I’m her ‘most complicated patient’ and she has ‘no idea what personality disorder’ I have

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having to take a week off school for mental health because of how insanely intense my panic is
awesome great

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