Been awake since 2am. Depths of despair. Can't stop thinking. Can't go back to sleep. Slowly going mad.
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Richard
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I'm feeling much better this evening. This morning I was all for blowing off work, going to the doctor's and getting signed off for a month while my head unravels. The only thing I can attribute my change in mood to, is taking a vitamin D tablet today. Could it really be that simple? Pax!
We're having a quiet Sunday evening before the madness of the working week starts again. Pax!
365 days free of antidepressants. It's been touch and go at times - on both fronts - but I'm still here.
Right now, I just want to be dead. And it's not even been a bad day. Just tired of living. Sorry.
It's been a rollercoaster ten days or so. Not sure how many more dips are ahead. Sadly not enough ups to cancel out the downs. Thank god for my cat, my housemate and @paul_magrs who reduced me to tears today being just beautiful when reading from his book of Fester. Pax!
After yesterday's toilet related drama and embarrassment, today I managed to pocket dual the shopping centre security team, and then had to explain the reason I had accidentally called them.
Oh the shame. Again!
Pax 🚽
With birthday week at an end, spooky season can begin in earnest. Tonight #TheyLive
It's a fast-paced, cracking movie and did I imagine that homoeroticism?
Car to the garage today. Two new tyres and a replacement door seal. All expected. Courtesy wash and interior clean. All sounds good huh?
The rear interior of my car is wet (guess they used a hose inside and out) and they've put on and charged for the mid priced tyres instead of the budget I requested. That leaves me £80 short for food and bills this month.
Why does everything have to be a fight? No pax!!!
Just got stuck in the toilet at the shopping centre. On hold to centre management. Man strolls up outside with a lock in his hand. I bang and wave and he pushes open the door. "You ok?"
"I was stuck. Thanks"
"Yeah pull to open mate. Were you pushing?"
Oh the shame.
Pax!