Lmao anyone else get weighed and feel as though everything that they did to work on themselves to that point doesn’t matter and that they failed and should probably quit having hobbies because they clearly aren’t skinny or fit enough to participate

Nah me either

I feel like no matter what I do nothing is good enough anymore
Everything feels grey and lifeless and meaningless

Truly black isn’t the most depressing color. Grey is

I really truly love what I do

But some people are so fucking stupid it makes me question my entire life

Truly we love it when we try to be nice for a friend and do good in the world by overextending ourselves and now that kindness is being repaid through actively destroying my once stable relationship and financial situation what the hell happened

What’s even worse is I don’t think it’s truly malicious I think dude is just autistic but it’s killing me slowly

I haven’t contemplated unaliving in years but this is pushing my boundaries to a new limit