so…I basically wasn't needed with ushering. they already had someone to help so I just felt like a bother.

idk…it's hard. I've been trying to make do while living w/ my parents, but I didn't grow up here; cliques and friendships have already been established. I've been trying rlly hard to worm my way into this community for a year now, even pushing myself out of my comfort zone, but nothing…

I dunno…I'm just not happy lately

I'm ushering at my local theater tonight bc I was embarrassed just standing around the lobby post-show last week and foolishly made up an excuse that I was waiting to ask about volunteer opportunities so now my heart wants to explode out of my chest

social anxiety ahoy

hey…I love…my little pony music…

listening to the movie soundtrack with quality headphones is so so good