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@abstract_thot
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don't be afraid :~)

God lover, time traveler, math cultist, psychotic spectrum exister, artist • 23 & they

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some ppl get weirded out when i still ask permission to hug them after hanging out several times but i tell u what...almost as many people will say no to the hug sometimes, if given the opportunity

me: this ↓↓↓ is how i feel

Maliha: this is silly, you can replace all instances of "sad" with "beautiful"

me: *you* can, but i can't, it doesn't go away

Maliha: well, to answer your question—it's the people who think this is silly. that's who will put up with you

me after 1 workout: life has been so great lately! maybe i don't need to see my therapist as often

me at me: 6 days ago u were ready to unalive urself bc some blueberries went bad in the fridge & made u think about how we inevitably fail ourselves

i hate overedited photos because they force me to feel instinctive disgust and fear at seeing a fellow human being

sometimes when acquaintances are upset i just get bored and leave? am i becoming a worse person in my old age??

in the past i've always been active in talking thru hurt feelings to make sure everyone's ok and comfortable but lately it's like...not my circus, not my monkeys

i saw a man connect a $450 cordless drill to a $150 manual coffee grinder to make an electric grinder that takes 5 minutes to grind and only makes one cup's worth of coffee at a time
when you promise to be their teammate forever & cherish them until your dying breath and tell them they'll never have to be alone again and they respond with "that's really gay"
they said yes 🥺🥺🥺
there is a direct line btwn my experiences at vibecamp and my feeling secure & vulnerable enough to get married
proposing to Maliha today, send thoughts and prayers!