looking at that big ole steam library wondering what even works still and if my brain is even capable of playing it at this point.

I think I’m gonna sunset AD accounts for a while.

Qink ended up being an ok brain load test for me. Didn’t really know people or have plans and thats always like going to a con where you don’t know anyone including the con. I think needing ear plugs and sucking and small talk is forever a thing. So not a good night, but a good result.

hooray, I could play a pvp game and have a positive kdr. That's a huge milestone cuz I haven't had the time or mental/physical ability since the spring I think!

Not much to post with being stuck in abed or couch most of the time. Too much brain fog for harder games. recovery is sloooow.

Who am I kidding I do fuck all in the ageplay scene anymore.

weeeh first time since early August I’ve had full command of my body. Still a little heavy on me mentally since my tolerance has moved over two months but that’ll level in a couple days.

Sick. My Halloween costume was a possum. Fully catatonic and playing dead part.

Yeah our tits are getting bigger at a snails pace but E feels low. Switching long term benzos is absolutely wrecking us. And we’ve only occasionally been diapered when that easier than effort of doing the tapes. I just want to walk normally again.