I took a nap and had a dream there was a casserole you could make called yonic yams that that turned an individual into a woman instead of orange if they ate the dish regularly.

I wish something like that were real. and then I go down the saparilla and rootbeer rabbit hole. Suddenly I realize that those meth labs that always exploded down south when I was a kid may have been making home made insulin and not meth.

throw a grenade into someones house and say it was meth to establish a negative public narrative but in fact it was just someone with a medical condition they couldn't afford the mandatory commercial product for. mandatory capitalism is not public safety, people. exploding people for making their own medicine is not public safety. This conspiracy theory is very inconvenient for the modern establishment because tied up in all of this are also the recipes to make birth control.

#drugwar #conspiracytheory #WarOnMedicine

Is it illegal to turn yams into estradiol?

Probably the war on drugs was less about a war on weed and other things and more about restricting medicine. Just like you can't use your own seeds anymore due to the risk of Monsanto cross pollenation. They made having knowledge to not participate a crime.

But I don't need anything I can't get at the grocery store or possibly just grow or make to do this. And I have no more faith in humanity. But a yam can also be fermented to make the ethanol you need for diosgenin extraction. Sarsaspirilla is easier but I think it's illegal because of how good the root is for medicine. And oh look, banned in the 1960s when they were starting this crusade to take and restrict all medicine.

Vagueness is one of the major Language problems in Midwestern English I am working to eliminate from my speech and writing. I am constantly frustrated, the practice below helps.

Instead of writing "it is nice out today"

I am specifying "the weather is nice out today"

Learning French is encouraging my brain to use more specific language instead of relying on circumstantial context.

This is a very difficult angle to draw. It's easy to imagine but so hard to represent.

I've not stopped drawing my Vallaferescense every day. Infact, making drawing Valla every day a morning requirement to existence has lead to other things in my life coming back together. I'm not exactly well right now and just being able to have something regular and consistent in my life is a blessing.

Svihawu Bless. #art #sketch #furry #Faoluex

Remember how I have been crying for years about sugar water doing something strange with light that isn't well understood. We might be getting closer and my math is starting to look like something plausible.

we wont find "Dark Matter" with sugar water, but we will find a very very interesting thing about our universe. We absolutely should study the way photons interact with the differences in Alpha and Beta Glucose-D and Gluceose-L polarization of light. I am making the claim that the rotary polarization of light is always chiral from the light source to the observer, regardless of physical orientation of the contained sugar. This disconnect with the 3 spacial dimensions and light polarization is why my entire problem exists. 5 spacial dimensions to describe the electromagnetic interactions happening inside sugar molecules. This makes the most sense when trying to math my way out of this mental problem.

I am just a shadow, out of place, out of time. #physics #darkmatter
#sugar