The Eva Deadđź’€

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Still NOT Karen Gillan. 
I will write something compelling or weird or witty here later when my brain isn’t going too-da-loo and making up words to random songs. This box is just a lot of pressure. 
Part of the great bird app migration.
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I KNOW THIS SOUNDS CRAZY, BUT I WANT TO STUFF KEVIN JAMES FULL OF PEANUT BUTTER, THEN BATTER AND DEEP FRY HIM, AND EAT HIM DIPPED IN SAUCE.
No one told me how much of adulthood was just cleaning my glasses.

Loss:Control

Err on blame,
Point fingers at empty heavens;
Pointless wonders beyond grasp
Where dreams alone chase light.
It was a nice idea,
To bathe myself in stars
And wear the vacant night.
That dream died
And passed like ash
Into indifferent sky.

Loss: Control
Fear: Command
Death: Defeat
Love: Repair

Catch my breath
It's only air.
When all has passed beyond the veil
I'll find you there.
In silent earth,
True purpose clear.
All trees know
What breaks is lost;
Play dead for months;
Keep moving on.
Regain yourself.

Loss: Control
Fear: Command
Death: Defeat
Love: Repair.

Take what you can
Keep cash and clothes.
Find room for hope
And what you'll need second most.
The margins close
Around you so tight,
Remind you there's
Worse things than dying
Remember
You can make your heart too small.

Air conditioner repair guys are in the basement and I'm whispering into the vents, pretending the AC is haunted so I can establish that I'm the fun, quirky customer.
“Ha ha,” I say. “Ha ha ha ha ha, omg.”
I am dying inside.
@NickGates I know, it looks so fantastic! How did little fren like the animals?
@NickGates sweetest pic ever. Looks like it was a dreamy, beautiful day! (MBA is top of my list for aquariums to visit—marine animals are my favorite animals.)
“You look like a good time,” I wink seductively at the coin-operated pony outside the boarded up Kmart.
going as a swamp hag for halloween by changing nothing about my appearance and just riding around in an airboat screaming “TRICK OR TREAT”
"Don't worry folks, it's all part of the show," I stammer through tears as an actor portraying my father walks on stage and tells me he respects my decision to pursue a career as a magician.