I don’t even know wtf to do these days. Why bother getting out of bed this month at all? I’m trying to keep the christmas spirit, but it’s getting harder every day.

This isn’t even counting my name getting slandered on DR because of a misunderstanding/miscommunication and SJW police believing the bullshit (and not realizing I clarified what I meant in the discord server). No, that didn’t help either. That already set me off that night into a severe panic attack.

So I was ready to reschedule when the receptionist said they had to dismiss me as a patient because I missed three appointments (not in a row either). Doesn’t matter the suicidal thoughts have been on the rise or the nightmares and night terrors. They didn’t give two shits.

So I feel awful. I need medication and therapy to deal with my depression, ptsd, and anxiety. It’s been getting worse the last few weeks. Mind you, this shit is $50 PER VISIT ontop of other fees ($50 fee for missing an appointment and other crap they like to tack on out of no where). I had an appointment today I thought was at 1:15. Turns out, it was at 12:15. Figured stupid me would forget cause I can’t do jack right.

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