Jenny (cozy node) 

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The personal account of your friendly neighborhood QR code, serial number 0005! btw it's pronounced like "symmetrical." ;)

PFP: A glowing QR code on a dark background, the random pixels a multitude of shades fading from a bright pink tone in the center to blues and dark purples near the edges.
Header: A picture, rendered in colored letters, of a woman seen from behind flexing her arms over her head, her dark red hair hanging down in front of her back.

Pronouns!she/her/it
Web!https://symtrkl.gay/
Public Acount!@SymTrkl
Partner!@WarmheartedSnowdrop

I am in bed attempting to rest and/or sleep like a good girl.

Intrusive thoughts are being valiantly ignored.

can't shake the feeling that no one cares about me
logically I know better
emotionally I am gonna try to sleep and desperately need to wake up to a bunch of hug emojos

Laying awake with a splitting headache is like a kind of sleep right?

Advil is finally kicking in, at least...

Chuckya handles emoji reactions pretty well, but it doesn't solve my biggest problem with them:

"Fuck all my friends are on vanilla Mastodon instances!"

Not wild that I'm so bitter and angry tonight. Probably need to get some dang sleep.

In happier news, I have an opportunity for a moon shot, might not be big big but it's at least big that I feel confident about my ability to pull it off, with a little bit of luck.

Gonna stick a little GTS on my website under the subdomain "symtrkl" so my username will be @[email protected]. I won't even use it for anything, I just want @yassie_j to know it exists. 

reposting it here so I can pin it:

you can determine my mood with a shocking degree of accuracy by whether i bother to capitalize my sentences and use punctuation

except for "i" because phone autocorrect
and sometimes it just means i'm tired  

but it's usually an intentional signal

One thing I kept noticing as I went through that list of accounts and checked any unfamiliar names is how many people I've followed because my friends are friends with them and I got all FOMO-ish. And that works out sometimes, I've made some very good friends that way. But I also noticed how I almost never do that any more, and mainly follow people because they seem like someone I'd like and not just because my friends like them.

Introduction? Definitionally, if you don't know me, this account is of no use to you, why does it need an introduction?  

This isn't a private account, it's a personal account. There's no dark secrets or privileged information here. Stuff about my life goes on this account, shitposts and neat stuff I make goes on the other account.

empty, and become wind

Okay I think I got my import CSV pared down. I tried to limit it to folks who I regularly interact with, but when going through a list of 200+ accounts, from an initial pool of 600+ accounts, I might have missed some so I'ma be real with you, if it bothers you that I didn't follow you from this account, just chalk it up to clerical error and send that request.