Jenny (cozy node) 

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The personal account of your friendly neighborhood QR code, serial number 0005!
btw it's pronounced like "symmetrical." ;)

If you don't follow @SymTrkl please don't folreq this account.

PFP: A glowing QR code on a dark background, the random pixels a multitude of shades fading from a bright pink tone in the center to blues and dark purples near the edges.
Header: A picture, rendered in colored letters, of a woman seen from behind flexing her arms over her head, her dark red hair hanging down in front of her back.

Pronouns!she/her/it
Web!https://symtrkl.gay/
Public Acount!@SymTrkl
Partner!@WarmheartedSnowdrop

Just got back from the theater, saw TADC ep 8+9 with my wife and kid. Such a good experience, even though it was, as ever, mixed way too loud and there was kind of a ringing effect in my ears at some of the sound effects and vocal lines. (Do people with working hearing have that? All I know is that it was a bit painful.)

Really good finale, I cried a bit at the end.

Not just tired, but "hey you want to know why I never make loss.jpg jokes" tired.
There were like seven people ahead of me in line to get checked in for plasma (three now) and they've got one nurse checking people in.
Oh wait two now.
"After work" is always a busy time (which is why i normally try to avoid it) so I don't get why they're not staffing better. Do they need people? Will they take someone with no medical experience? Asking for a friend.
Okay I opened up a little, can I please not be punished for it?

Trying to sit with my feelings about losing a friend. Somehow, after everything, it doesn't really hurt much; she and I seem to have independently come to the conclusion that she doesn't actually like me. It happens and I wish her well.

And examining these feelings made me realize that I've been so deep in my trauma that I stopped being not-okay with another friend I needed space from, so I reached out.

It is a complete coincidence that this all comes less than an hour after doing the injection I put off all day. Shut up.

Finally doing my jab. You'd think that seeing the four spare E vials I have after this one is finished would be reassuring, but mostly it's just reminding me that I used to be able to afford my meds, back when I actually had insurance.
should probably do my jab and eat food
no one can feel like trash with food and gender-affirming-woman-penis hormones in them
(nah I totally will still feel like trash, but, y'know, able to cope)
It took me this many days to realize that I no longer technically sleep in the nude. 
yeah yeah I know I'll go make fucking breakfast and feed myself
What fucking right do I have to be offering any sort of advice to any person? I am fundamentally damaged and routinely choose to harm myself.