Honestly I’ve gotten to a point where I am completely blackpilled about the future. I literally cannot see a world where we survive never mind win.

Everything is getting violently worse and nobody is doing anything about it really.

Climate change will never be fixed because states and companies will never actually make the changes necessary in the time we have been given.

Fascism is on the rise and proper antifascist organizing isn’t growing fast enough to do anything about it.

Racism is massively on the rise and even a massive year long worldwide protest didn’t do anything honestly it just made us even more passive and pliable about this stuff.

Queerphobia and specifically transphobia is massively on the rise both from the far right and from liberals. And even though overall support has grown I wouldn’t be surprised if we don’t see it drop in the next few years.

Hate crimes have skyrocketed against all forms of minorities and is getting even worse. Racial, G&S, political and religious minorities are under constant violence and nobody is doing anything about it.

The worst part is that minorities have no solidarity and only seem to care about their own oppression which means we can’t build stronger self defense.

The “leftist” community is fractured online and is weak offline.

Sometimes I just feel like I just want to LDAR and the only thing stopping me is that I don’t want to be a burden on the people who survive me and my unrealistic dreams of doing stuff I’ll never be able to do or afford.

The only thing that fights violence is violence but we are gutless and weak and afraid. I don’t condone violence but it always seems that people are saying “when things get bad we will do something about it” things are bad and the most aggressive actions I’ve seen is pacifists invading a coal power plant.

I have lost all hope…