Is it normal to feel like I am always way below what my "thinking potential" is? Like I very often struggle to put my thoughts into words, and a lot of what i do and want to say is quite a bit below what I am capable of. In addition very often, especially at work I feel like I have a "brain fog" to the point that sometimes I kinda struggle with speaking? Even more than my usual? To be fair I can sometimes be sleep deprived but what's never changing no matter how much I rest and try to care about myself is that I feel like I could and should be able to do and understand so much more (or faster) than I actually can ​​

This is a screenshot from nintnedo switch version of eafc 26
wtf

Anytime i see those “cat reacts to the pillows of themselves” videos i lowkey wonder how would people react to pillows of themselves. Like we laugh when they look terrified but I swear i’d be terrified myself if someone put a pillow of me randomly out of nowhere

I somehow have every Mario Kart except Double Dash now
Well 8 deluxe and world are digital but still

Raccoongirls.technology

I just looked at NES Tetris Elo spreadsheet to check how high i am against other non maxouters

Turns out i rank 11th in "all time" overall rankings and 3rd in DAS rankings. (And since i didn't play against non DAS players in ages the all time ranking might be lower than my true skill ceiling)

And there was an announcement of "Sub-maxout Cup" tournament today I plan on participating

This makes me kinda excited since there is not a small possibility of becoming a "Sub-maxout world champion"
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I just spent a very good while talking with my friend about his insecurities and social skill struggles, and it made me realise how far I've went in the last few years. And it made me genuinely very thankful for all the advice, and support I got throughout the time when I struggled bad myself, so yeah if you are reading this then thank you a lot ​​